to live a better life

assalamualaikum.

hye darlings. it's been a while since my last post. hehe. sorry, been busy these days with proposals and stuff. but today is just a quick update . i wanna share a poem i found somewhere on the internet with u guys. here u go.

A Changer Change

A change we need

A change I believe in

A change starting with me

A change starting with you

A change capable of changing the old rules

That change will modify

Our messed up world

If we believe in it

And start acting

On the little we can afford

To impact in it

That change is

Our real chance to grow,

That change is

Our quest to right all wrongs,

That change is

Our ability to stand united

And face our problems

That change is our opportunity

To prove critics wrong

That change is our legendary

For unborn generations

That change is us

Together we’ll better our world

Together we can,

Yes we can! 

by: Adetimilehin Inioluwa Victor (VicAdex)

okay gambar ini tiada kaitan.

hehe. saje nak show off shawl baru

 :)

thank you for reading !

that's what sisters are for

assalamualaikum.

i'm so thankful to have kak long in my life, the only sister i have ever had. those who have had sisters know what it is like to be with them. like them or fight them, but you can't ignore them. sisters can sometimes be nosy and irritating. they seem to know how to pester you until you feel surly. but would our childhood be any "funner" without sisters? i don't think so. 

we are sisters. we'll always fight but we'll always make up as well. that's what sisters do, we argue, we point out each other's frailties, mistakes, and bad judgment, we flash the insecurities we've had since childhood, and then we come back together until the next time. 

life's isn't so bad. people are more happy and i'm not as sad. i see the obstacles of life but never dare to pick up a knife because i'm too precious to my family and myself. (i know right?) even when times are hurting  we still have some wealth. i would never dare leave my sister. she's helped me through everything. she's payed for all my useless things, made me 'mee goreng kak long' when my stomach rumbled. and even talked me through liking boys. well, boys will come and go but family will always stay. it's me and her against the world. there's always someone fighting we're never really bored. i rarely say this to her but, i love her with all my heart. 

fun house water fight remember i do, playing with Jojo and Jojie, Labu and Labi .... we've grown out of them, yet we've not grown apart. i look back to then, and i remember being so proud of having you for a big sister that's one thing that not changed and i'm pleased. we will always stick together through good times and bad, that is why i couldn't imagine my life without kak long. thank you for everything kak long. that's what sisters are for !

by the way, your mee goreng is so 'delishus' kak long !  >_<

thank you for reading !

angan-angan bukan cita-citaku!

assalamulaikum .

alhamdulillah selesai sudah practical assignment . lame betul tunggu masa yang sesuai nak 'berdating' dengan Tuan Atras. finally dapat jugak kami berdating -.- finally dapat jugak kami setelkan practical assignment ni dengan jayanya! hehe . sebelum ni penah la masuk court cume tak penah berpeluang tengok prosedur yang real dalam court. tapi this time , kami semua (Guaman Syarie Tahun 3) berpeluang dan telah pun menyaksikan beberapa trial untuk syariah criminal cases di Mahkamah Tinggi Syariah Shah Alam. JAKESS . (macam jakun tak? who cares kan). 

masa kecik - kecik dulu, saya penah berangan saya seorang peguam. kenapa tak doktor ke ek? tak pun doktor gigi doktor haiwan ke.. entah la. mungkin dulu saya fikir jadi peguam ni sangat cooool KOT. cool ?jalan macam  'act'. segak nau lettew kononnye. okayy. serius ni. memang cool kan. hari - hari berhitam putih. the blazers. the shoes. and everything from top to toe, cool kan? tapi ni sekadar persepsi saya masa kecik - kecik lah. noob lagi. masa tu mana saya tau kerja ni boleh bagi super tensi kepada sape - sape yang kurang ketabahan. (macam saya kot?) maksudnya, kalau tak ada minat yang betul - betul mendalam dalam bidang ni, toksah dok berangan - angan mat jenin nak bercool bagai. 

tapi kalau ade rezeki dan peluang, saya fikir nak teruskan belajar lebih tinggi untuk cita - cita sebenar yang terpaksa saya lupakan buat masa ni. nak story, tak tau mane nak mula. but its okay. ada rezeki, insyaAllah. kita kan hanya merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan. and of course i know that Allah knows best!

note : masih tiada cita - cita untuk jadi seorang peguam. aigoo! -.-

good night. have a nice day ahead.

thank you for reading .