Sunday, January 6, 2013

can't give up now

permulaan yang awal, Bismillah...

assalamualaikum and good morning..

urm. hi. it's been a while. a lot of things happened to my life here..but still, i don't know what to write. when i woke up this morning i feel like i want to write about something. but still, i don't know where to start. its just that, I WANNA GO HOME!

things supposed to be flowing smoothly  as planned but unfortunately it's not. Allah knows best. He's the best planner after all. right now, i just need to be patient until the time comes. because right now may not be my time. well, Rome wasn't built in a day. it took several days for the job to be completed. in my case, i know my plan wont come to pass with no sight. just because other people seem to be succeeding now, doesn't mean i won't. just not right now. it could be next week, month or even year. 

i haven't come this far to give up now. 
"c'mon aziey c'mon!"
without these small tests, whatever they may be,
life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
it would be safe and comfortable
but dull and utterly pointless.

the thing is, i can't give up now.

bye for now.
and thank you for reading.