can't give up now

permulaan yang awal, Bismillah...

assalamualaikum and good morning..

urm. hi. it's been a while. a lot of things happened to my life here..but still, i don't know what to write. when i woke up this morning i feel like i want to write about something. but still, i don't know where to start. its just that, I WANNA GO HOME!

things supposed to be flowing smoothly  as planned but unfortunately it's not. Allah knows best. He's the best planner after all. right now, i just need to be patient until the time comes. because right now may not be my time. well, Rome wasn't built in a day. it took several days for the job to be completed. in my case, i know my plan wont come to pass with no sight. just because other people seem to be succeeding now, doesn't mean i won't. just not right now. it could be next week, month or even year. 

i haven't come this far to give up now. 

"c'mon aziey c'mon!"

without these small tests, whatever they may be,

life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.

it would be safe and comfortable

but dull and utterly pointless.

the thing is, i can't give up now.

SABAR.....

bye for now.

and thank you for reading.

1 month to go...tik tok tik tok..

assalamualaikum..

*congratulations! its your final year!*

sigh~

dulu, selalu fikir 5 tahun tu sangat lama.. selalu rase tak sabar je nak abes kan belaja kat sini.. tak sabar nak ade kerjaya.. nak ade duit nak pegi holiday oversea macam - macam impian laa senang cite.. tapi sekarang, bile masa yang selame ni ditunggu - tunggu dah hampir tiba, rase macam nak pusing balik masa tu...

but, i know it's impossible.. what ever it is, life must go on. 

tinggal sebulan je lagi...

sebulan je lagi nak tinggal kat sini..

sebulan je lagi nak enjoy hidup kat sini..

tapi, bile hari - hari dah sibuk dgn thesis, studies, and stuffs,

pasti sebulan tu akan berlalu macam sehari je tanpa disedari.....

ok bai.

happy enough?

i need a shoulder to cry on...........

note: baru lepas jatuh for the hundreds of times.. do anybody care?

time is gold

assalamualaikum.

mase zaman sekolah dulu, selalu merungut hal tak cukup masa. setiap kali cuti sekolah nak abes, baru la terhegeh - hegeh nak buat kerja sekolah, barulah sibuk nak cari buku - buku , satu jam lagi nak gerak balik asrama sibuk cari baju tak jumpe lah... haihh... macam - macam masalah timbul bile buat perangai menhabiskan masa dengan main dan tengok tv je. terlalu suke agaknye buat kerja last minute. (sekarang pun ape kurangnye..same je). :)

dah mencecah umur dewasa ni, kadang - kadang ade la jugak perangai lame datang balik cume beza nye sekarang dah bole berfikir ape yang patut didahulukan dan ape yang tak. dulu, merungut je nak buat semue bende tak sempat. tak siap homework sebab tak sempat. nak makan tak sempat. nak jenguk atok  pn tak sempat. sebenarnye tu semua jadi sebab kite yang pilih. semua manusia di dunia ni dibekalkan 24 jam sehari. tak ada yang terkecuali. so, semuanye bergantung kepada setiap individu untuk menguruskan hari - hari mereka dengan teratur dalam masa 24 jam setiap hari. 

membuang masa ibarat kite membuang emas ke dalam longkang yang busuk. power tak ayat ni? hee.. gune kenderaan canggih macam mana pun, kite tak bole nak kembali ke masa lampau. sebab tu la orang kate, 'time is gold'. nothing is worst than wasted time. it's the one thing you can't get back. so, darlingss, carpe diem, live your life to the fullest because life's too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. 

oh by the way, life's too short to waste time hating anyone. 

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thank you for reading .